Throwback Thursday: Courtney Love

Aaaaaahhhhhh, Courtney Love–the train wreck we love to hate but secretly hope never fades from the limelight permanently. Let’s be honest: people like Courtney Love serve a vital purpose within our society as benchmarks for our self-esteem barometer. Loves the world over are a means to gauge how we’re doing on a personal level, a way to compare ourselves to the “rich and famous” and say, “At least I didn’t fall off a barstool and flash my southernmost private parts to the entire MTV audience, crew, and a music icon.” This is the same reason an old roommate of mine would watch the show 16 and Pregnant when she was depressed: no matter how bad her day was, at least she wasn’t sixteen…and pregnant.

I have a soft-spot for Ms. Love, forever the former Mrs. Cobain, because she was omnipresent during my formative listening years; this means I had no choice but to like her (the proverbial cop-out). Her hot-messness aside, she musically explores what it means to be a woman in the world and this feminist angle hasn’t been adequately explored because she often gets in her own way. Okay, she ALWAYS gets in her own way but hear me out on this tangent. Take, for example, the song “Doll Parts” from Hole’s album Live Through This, released in 1994, in which Love discusses society’s perception of women as playthings (dolls), how it forces women to regress into infantile desires (for cake) to get attention and the effect of this dynamic (turning women fake, making them ache). She’s pissed, and wants you to ache like she aches:

“I am doll eyes
Doll mouth, doll legs
I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much it just turns to hate
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake
And someday, you will ache like I ache
Someday, you will ache like I ache

I am doll parts
Bad skin, doll heart
It stands for knife
For the rest of my life
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do, too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see them break
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake
And someday, you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache”

In 1998, Love  released what I believe to be her second best album to Live Through This which is Celebrity Skin. On the title track of this album she refers to herself as a “walking study in demonology”–an admission that she is routinely vilified in the press, and rightfully so as her behavior is erratic and often violent. (For more enlightenment on this facet of Courtney, I recommend watching Kurt & Courtney from BBC documentary filmmaker Nick Broomfield). However, she is singled-out as particularly heinous where the same type of behavior from her male counterparts are often begrudgingly accepted as part of the rock and roll effect. That makes Courtney Love a fascinating specimen in our search to understand the perception of women in our current culture, particularly because she is so self-aware and open if not tragically unwilling to clean up her act. But should she have to? That is the question.

Now, I am in no way (I repeat: I AM NOT) advocating Love as the pinnacle of feminist mystique, but I do commend her on the courage it takes to be Courtney Love in all her grotesque glory; she is nothing if not consistent. From Hole’s video for “Violet” (featured above) where you can clearly see Kurt’s influence and understand his fascination with her to the video for “Celebrity Skin” (seen below) which showcases her attempt to professionally rebirth herself as the movie star rocker chick, Courtney Love lives her life on a public stage and forces us to confront her and what she represents. Whatever your feelings are about this, you can explore them in the flesh when she plays The Independent here in San Francisco tonight. A truly a throwback Thursday if there ever was one.

Current Obsession: Faded Paper Figures

Hold on, hold on, hold the phone: a song that references Theodor Adorno and Noam Chomsky?! I have been persuaded (couldn’t resist the pun) that this song by Faded Paper Figures delivers on every level: intelligent, thought provoking lyrics that forces we as listeners to examine our consumer culture and its effect on the human condition and our planet set to a repetitive tune which evokes the robotic. Genius. You need to buy and own this album. Wait…damn it.

“He won’t know Adorno
He’s an adult with an adcult
You can buy your way into his head

He was never better
Wearing sneakers and a sweater
Made by 12-year-olds sweating in Shenzhen

He says,
Let’s drive, drive, drive
Till we burn, burn, burn,
We can choke on it later on tonight
And we’ll fumble with the planet
Dry the river and then damn it
Just persuade me that everything’s all right.

This was his reality,
says the stupid love equality
And he’s never seen a car he didn’t like

On code like a reptilian
Pays Rapaille another billion
From your cortex to the page is just a hike.

So Let’s drive, drive, drive
Till we burn, burn, burn,
We can choke on it later tonight
And we’ll fumble with the planet
Dry the river, then we’ll damn it
Just persuade me that everything’s all right.

Because things…we’ve got to have our things.

We’re not persuaded by the Omnicom
We’re not persuaded we’re the only ones
We’re not persuaded by hegemony
We’re not persuaded we were ever free

Is that your conscience, or are you alone?
Is that Noam Chomsky on the telephone?”

Current Obsession: David Gray

Sometimes a current obsession comes from music released in times passed just southeast of the present yet that music is able to remain still north of your present person. For me, that obsession is David Gray’s 2000 album White Ladder. The true test of an album is its longevity, and longevity is beget from timelessness which comes from cyclical relevance. So the question becomes: Can I relate to the same song I first discovered as a teenager when I’m pushing the precipice of 30? In its moment, White Ladder was mainly defined by the radio hit “Babylon,” but it offers the listener so much more. “My Oh My”, “Nightblindness”, and the song featured here–“This Years Love”–are melancholy, contemplative and wax poetic with every turn. Which is not to say I don’t enjoy “Babylon”; it has its place in my listening routine. It is merely that I’m called more strongly by soft sadness wrought from things come hard, and that has been true since I was a raincloud loving teen taken with the Beat Generation but cursed to live in an inhospitable Southern California climate.

This connection to music, the way certain albums and songs are able to stay with me in a visceral way (a way that quickens a pulse, or soothes an ache), is what I’ve chosen to spend my adult years attempting to dissect and describe. Like here, now. But you know what? Sometimes you just like what you like, and there ain’t nothin’ you can do about it. It speaks, therefore you listen.

I’m listening, David. I’m listening.

Nostos Nic’s Picks: Week of 7/15/2013

Playing Brick & Mortar Music Hall: Monday, 7/15/2013.

Playing The Independent: Thursday, 7/18/2013.

Playing Bottom of the Hill: Friday, 7/19/2013.

Playing The Independent: Friday, 7/19/2013.

Playing Cafe Du Nord: Saturday, 7/20/2013.

Playing Bottom of the Hill: Saturday, 7/20/2013.

Playing Bottom of the Hill with Papa: Saturday, 7/20/2013.

Playing Bottom of the Hill: Sunday, 7/21/2013.

 

 

 

Current Obsession: Pancho-san

Learning that Rogue Wave is to play The Independent with Hey Marseilles  this weekend (Friday, 7/12/13, and Saturday, 7/13/13) triggered a wave of nostalgia. A current of flashbacks from my post-college years flickered by, all of them centered around the couch of my buddy’s tragic apartment where a group of us watched Arrested Development with Rogue Wave streaming on low in the background. At that time I was running the Music Department for an upstart online magazine that will remain nameless. In this capacity I was introduced to Patrick Abernathy, then bassist for Rogue Wave, and his solo project by the name of Pancho-san. I took to his album Oh, Mellow Melody immediately, and he was kind enough to spend some time with me after his show at Cafe Du Nord. Abernathy is a genuinely nice man who makes inexplicably underrated music. For this reason, I share it with you now: this current obsession that was once an old obsession.

Current Obsession: Gregory Alan Isakov

I saw Gregory Alan Isakov perform with Blind Pilot at Great American Music Hall many moons ago, and the man blew me away with his ever perfect pitch. It was one of those kismet moments where I’d stumbled across his album The Empty Northern Hemisphere the day before the show, had mental-noted an intent to return to it in earnest later, and then…magically…he was unexpectedly in front of me. Kablewie, a new love was born.

Kismet.

Since that fateful night, Isakov has been a steady companion of mine. The music, not the man (of course).  He’s there in the morning as the gears beging to grind when I embark upon my work that draws a wage; he’s there in the dwindling twilight as I sit down to my leather-inset desk, cup of coffee in hand; he’s always there for whatever I need: a shoulder on which to cry, a gentle nudge towards the day, a soft siphon for the day’s agressions as I sink under the covers into sleep. A contemplative, supple soul to unwind a weary one with song.

Beautiful.

The Whitmanic Joel P. West

One of the best singer songwriters actively working today is Joel P. West, the brain-force behind The Tree Ring. When I say “actively,” I mean it. The man released three albums under his own name from 2007 to 2011, then two albums by way of The Tree Ring in 2011 and 2012 and in his free time he scores films such as I Am Not A Hipster.

It’s no surprise that West has found a home in the realm of film because his music tends toward the hopeful, and all the best films float you from the theater on a current of hope manifesting as meditation, inspiration, or maybe merely a suspension of the everyday drudgery; this is the power of possibility. Images without sound are powerful but moving images set to music are affecting because music transforms mere images into life imagined in tandem to life as it is lived, and parallelism is enthralling since the two points (the real and the imagined) by definition can never meet. They are parallel. Thus, art is created from the force of the question, “But what if that’s not true? What if I can make what I want to see real?” This is the essence of hope, the great chameleon whose meaning changes with the scenery—that liquid gold that Barack Obama bottled and sold to us all on his way to the presidency, the thing that is a filmmaker’s Ace in hand and a musician’s magic potion.

But hope is not just a tactic, it is a fragile force that drives us to know the next day, the day after that and so forth until we’re able to see into future space, beyond the moments we need to conquer just to survive and onto the ones that will set the tone for years down the line. This is planning, a derivative of scheming also known as the fruit of schematics set down with intent—a transparent overlay of guidance points that keep us moving, not always forward but ever in motion. Therefore, hope is built upon motion that breeds results. Music and movies are the same. Hope offers a respite, a place to lose oneself in the possible. Music and movies do the same. Hope is most useful in steady doses, not the erratic peaks that plaque artificial stimulants. Likewise, music and movies emote best when a vision unfolds slowly with direction, wrought from craft and not happenstance. The difference between an album defined by one radio friendly hit that dominated one summer and Abbey Road, the difference between Shawshank Redemption and Happy Gilmore, is depth.  True musicianship spawns a comprehensive, multilayered production that releases slowly and stays fresher longer. One hit wonders melt in your mouth quickly and are devoured, but everlasting albums—the ones that may have gotten short shrift at first in the shadow of a flashier wunderkind—provide the longevity so essential to fermentation. Because things taste better when they’ve aged—just like steak and wine and whiskey. And what is fermentation but the hope that the tasty thing you have in hand will be better if you watch and wait in an environment of your own design?

While fermentation may have fallen pray to instant gratification, Joel P. West is not interested in the fleeting or the superficial. As a counter-balance, West creates music that is full-bodied and optimistic. His ability to stand apart from a soundscape littered with superfluous noise lies in his ability to craft albums. Not just songs, but albums that beg to be listened to from first to last. In accomplishing this, he is able to restore a totality to music listening that has been fragmented by an iTunes-loving world that has divorced songs from the aura of the album. Perhaps this ability is an extension of his composition work in film. Songs beget songs on his 2012 opus Brushbloom, just as scenes beget scenes in film, on a journey to that final climax that justifies your emotional investment. He not only creates music, he masters atmosphere. The cover art features desert shrubbery West recalled from a camping trip or something and hunted down, at dawn, so he could photograph it in the perfect light for the perfect metaphoric ambience, for Christ’s sake. This is what a painstaking attention to detail motivated by an incredibly thorough vision will produce. To further explore the totality of Brushbloom, let’s look at the song “Shoulder Season,” shall we?

It begins with a softly plodding beat that could be the soundtrack for a nature flick about the growing cycles of daisies (in a good way). That beat is joined by a crisp yet warm guitar, and then it breaks: “Even these trees are huddled tightly in the sharpness of the morning.” But their apples are rotten, their arms sun-starved, and the sounds from his mouth so loud. Here we are, the stage is set: it’s morning and our hero has a tale to tell. West describes a stubborn gracious, earth; he breathes deep. This is when he finds his Whitmanic yawp and the tempo quickens into a refrain that speaks of cold air and is driven by shakers that give way to that same soft beat which opened the track. Then, without warning, we have our new spring with soft new things on its way. Here is our direction and we are no longer alone, surrounded instead by the vivid ghosts of swelling instrumentals—present yet spectral.  With our balance underfoot, the story has reached its zenith and the music has summited. Here, West admits, times are harder but we’ve taken flight so, worry not: if we are sustained then we alive, left with an endowment of hope.

If good music gives gravity to images and great music conjures images from the blank canvas of your brain, then lasting music, music like that which is made by Joel P. West, draws meaning into quiet moments with invigorating bliss, compelling you into different territory, onto new tangents. Brushbloom gives context by placing the listener in an atmosphere of simple imagery and understanding, thereby outlining the possible. In this respect West’s music is cinematic in scope and breadth using lyrics which mimic the music in an expertly choreographed dance that can be experienced again, and again, and again without fatigue. Whether for hire, for film or for his own musical persuasions, Joel P. West is a poet with a purpose and a vision too enthralling to bypass.